This probably won’t be a long one, not much has been going on lately…
I went to part time at work, figured it would help manage the stress level, but it hasn’t. Not because of the job, but because the second I went to part time, my employer decided they didn’t need to pay everyone as much and started kicking us out before the end of our scheduled shifts. Meaning, that even if I had still been full time, I’d still be getting paid next to nothing… there has been days where I’ve not even been there and hour and I get told I HAVE to leave. It’s making it really hard to, you know, live.
And on that note, I’m trying to apply to go to school… which, I can’t because I don’t have the money for the application fees, because I’m getting paid next to nothing. I have to do something. Probably have to swallow my pride and ask my parents for money. It’s been years since I’ve had to do that and I really don’t WANT to do that, but i’m going to have to. If I want things to happen I need to ask for help
Sigh.
